THE TEXT MESSAGE

Last night was one of the nights that I've been confused with our relationship, I am not sure why but I guess I miss him so much ( when I miss him, I usually get in this kind of state, the state of confusion).  In terms of our relationship, I really don't share stories or problems with my most trusted friends. Maybe I just thought I am that strong to face them all alone. But last night, it's different scenario. Alex tweeted me about my tweet and ask what's wrong, at first I denied that there's something wrong but I  guess he knows me so well that even through my text messages he knows that I am not okay. I told him what I'm feeling that time. And he is indeed the best love adviser that I know. He explained to me everything in a guy's perspective. And it really made me cry reading his text on how to deal with my problem. And I'm glad that after our heart to heart conversation I felt better. 

after the not so long but meaty talk with Alex, I messaged my boyfriend and asked if I'm being annoying. And he replied late! I fell asleep while waiting for his reply. When I woke up I reached for my phone and opened the text message. Finally, he replied. :) and his text message stated: "actually minsan, pero hinahayaan ko na lang minahal kita ng ganun eh. No need to change tet. Alam kong marami akong pagkukulang. hindi ako yung tipo ng guy na sweet in words and in public, the bottomline is mahal kita. Hindi ako palaregalo kasi it's not my forte. kaya siguro hindi mo mo ako maintindihan kasi magkaiba tayo ng ugali. Kaya rin tayo pinagtagpo, para matuto sa isa't isa." and after I read it, I CRIED. I've realized how lucky I am to have him not just a best friend but a boyfriend. I am so thankful that he has the longest patience on dealing with my negative traits, and he is the most understanding person I ever met.  Sometimes he acts as a kid but hey, he is so damn mature when we have the rare serious talks. 

I admit, I am immature. I am at times insensitive. I am a spoiled brat. I am a cry baby. But behind those child-like traits, I know deep within me that I love him so much. That I never loved this way before. And nothing/ no one can change that. We've been in thousands of fights, but we both know that those were challenges that we have to face. We have the strongest foundation of best of friends, and forever be lovers. We might not be the sweetest couple in town, but we are the most in love one. 

for me you're the best :) Bataan May 2011

we will never be apart as long as you're here in my heart :) Baccalaureate Mass, March 2011

I know soon you'll be leaving the country but I know before you go we are strong enough that even distance won't break us. You have my full trust tet and I know you will not break it. :"> Don't change tet, I LOVE YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE ICEMAN :)

ON HIS 21ST :)

It's boyfie's 21st birthday.

 I run out of ideas on what to do on his special day, and i run out of cash (primarily because I am still unemployed. HAHAHA :) I really want his 21st birthday to be very special because it might be the last birthday I can spent with him before he leave for the States. So, 2 days before we celebrate his birthday, I still don't have plans on what to do. Eventually, while I am having a full body massage, I came up with the idea of a relaxation day for him.  I am supposed to bring him on a buffet lunch at Yakimix, a footspa, a haircut and a full body massage. Along with a gift. Unfortunately, i don't have cash to do such things so I ended up only on 2 ideas which is the buffet lunch at Yakimix in Trinoma (because he is now fan of eating Japanese foods) and a footspa and pedicure. Right after the lunch we went on my dorm to watch the UAAP Finals game 1 ,that was actullay unplanned, but he can't miss it so I don't have a choice but to wait and watch with him and finally,  at around 6pm we went to the Nails.glow to get his foot spa and pedicure ( and that was his first time ).

few pictures were taken because i left my camera. HAHAHA :))

*edited picture* Yakimix Trinoma Spetember 2011

*tempura addict* Yakimix Trinoma, September 2011

*I forgot to take pictures while he's eating Maki, (his favorite Japanese Food by the way. )*

pretending his asleep :) Nails.glow Spetember 2011

and lastly, we ate dinner at our favorite semi-restaurant "bulaluhan sa Espana" with our friend John. :) btw, i just gave him a pair of slippers and a shorts as my birthday present. :"> it might not be the "bonggang bongang" birthday celebration but it's the memories that we can cherish forever. :) 

FIRST EVER BLOG :)

this is my first blog ever, exploring new things while enjoying my 6 months of being a BUM. :)


After Graduation, I told myself that i'll just enjoy unemployed life for couple of weeks or shall I say 1 month or 2.  But indeed, time flies so fast. 1 month, 2 months, 3 months and now it's been six blissful months of gimmicks, shopping, sleep overs, drinking sessions, outings, etc. And yes, I am still not looking for a job after those tiring bum days that i have bumped into. Am I still not ready to face the new journey of my life? the working world? My dad always reminds me to enjoy life while I'm young and that's what I'm doing right now, but for how long? Once in a while I am really pissed off  of being bum because of those SOME boring and unproductive days, yes that's for real. but eventually after sleeping for a few hours my mindset changed and again I AM EMBRACING THIS BUM LIFE I AM HAVING. :))


 anyway, here are some pictures of my gimmicks and outings. :))

with the best of friends and with love :) Bataan, May 2011

Zambales, 2011

Camille's Place July, 2011

Camille's Place July, 2011

*rainy season bonding with my favorite mates. :) *

Grade School Reunion August 2011

*after almost 9 years of not having a reunion not seeing each other, FINALLY! *

Rockband September 2011 

*it's a monthly get together with my favorite college friends. playing rockband at least twice a month. :) *

this is just SOME of my countless gimmicks and sleepovers in the past 6 months. :) I know i should get a job by now, but what can I do? I AM LOVING MY BUM LIFE :)

'til next blog friends. :)